okay, so some people may notice that I post about Moneta alot

I can’t help it, they are my favorite band

but if you pay REALLY close attention, you will notice a strange tension.

you see, Devin and Mike (and Tim, who used to be in Moneta…) were in Roundabout.  I loved roundabout (they played my sweet 16 party).  I used to run their fan club.

but I was a stupid misguided teenager and did some stupid things, taking advantage of the situation.

And now, I feel like an outsider among the other fans.  I went to school with tim, mike and devin…   I was unpopular, Devin was very nice, I had a crush on Mike

And all of this.. I don’t know.. I acted all weird and now it just feels strange

so I go to their concerts and LOVE their music… but.. I can’t be part of the street team (i’ve tried.. no response) and I just feel like a loser.

 Devin and Mike are still really nice to me but

as a whole I feel like the weird fan that always brings more fans but creeps the band out a little.

I hate being that person *sigh*

somebody tell me I’m wrong.

Okay okay okay, so I am posting alot of blogs… in one day, but I have been INSPIRED!! besides, I used to post online all the time, people read my stuff.. (lots of people) and then I just stopped.  I don’t know what happenned to me (oh wait, yes I do, it was the MARINE CORPS!)

It took alot out of me, really.  I don’t do the things I used to do anymore (and I GAINED weight,, WTF the Military is supposed to keep me skinny.. whatever).

 ANYWAY..

I have returned to my ‘writing stuff all the time and playing video games while shouting at the characters when I lose’ style of life.  I am an angry person… the Video game controllers don’t stand a chance (I’m on my seventh with the PS2 and my 3rd ib the xbox… I had to buy a new cable for the PS3 one).

I’ve been playing FFVII

Now, this is a very dangerous thing.  When I play this game, it is like a coma… coma of doom.  Do not touch me, talk to me, walk in front of me, or respond to anything I say (i am talking to the video game.. or myself… people have bruises from thrown remote controllers)

Cloud is orgasmic.  Sure he is pixelated and the graphics are old-school… but just.. wow.

I think Cloud is the reason I’m emo.  look at him.  He’s the poster-boy for emo.

“I don’t know who I am, I have nothing, everyone I used to look up to are either all jacked up on crazy or dead… I have no emotions and I don’t know how to feel. I forgot how to smile. the world hates me… but I refuse to die”

Cloud needs a counselor. Either that or he needs to go to a Moneta concert… or Panic maybe…

So back to the topic… I have lost many hours of sleep over this game.  I sit there and play until my eyes burn like I got pepper sprayed. I have beaten it three times in the past and yet I still continue this path of self-destructive video-game playing.  My thumbs are calloused and I look like a ZOMBIE.

This spurns other things.. yay.

I have a Cloud Strife tattoo.(costume from Kingdom Hearts). It is beautiful.  I look at it alot.  It serves as my Nerd-detector.  If someone comes up to me and goes “Hey, Cloud Strife!” then I mentally say ‘ding ding ding! we have a winner’.  but then, there are the people who come up and say “is that the guy from dragon ball Z?” or “Is that Naruto?” or “is that yu-gi-oh?”  i tend to respond in a very disgusted manner.  this usually involves a death glare, followed by me saying “F*ck No!” or a statement to that effect, and walking away before the poor unenlightened. unworthy non-nerd wastes any more of my time. *sigh* people these days.

um.. so yeah.. that was random… and if you made it to the end… I owe you a hug…

Okay then

TUCKER MAX

If you don’t know who he is, you need to.  I can’t even BEGIN to describe the horrible things he has done or has had happen to him due to his inability to think before he acts…

 You ABSOLUTLEY MUST visit TuckerMax.com

Read this first “tucker tries Butt sex, hilarity does not ensue”

It’s hilarious (disgusting, but hilarious… hot viscous fluid… *Sigh*)

Be warned.  He is an Ass… a big giant one… but this stuff is funny.

Yes, though you will all find out soon just by reading my stories and other what-nots, I am a bitch…  So much so that most the people in my office do not like me (I don’t like them either, so go figure… right? I make a point of being annoying on purpose.. but anyway.. moving on)

 

Yesterday, a couple people in my office decided to go to “Famous Dave’s” for opening night.  Mmmm… Barbeque…

 

He invited everyone, and I mean EVERYONE (including our supervisor/manager whatever you want to call it[I’m in the military… for now.. and won’t confuse you with rank structure])  EXCEPT ME!  Yes, he made a point of doing this (he being the guy whose idea it was to go to this place…)

 

What did I do?  Oh, well, I invited myself.  My husband and I went on our own.  (it was AWESOME food btw). As I was walking out, I saw them all in the lounge and gave them this huge evil smirk, then walked on before they could respond.

 

They were very uncomfortable.. and this made me happy.

 

Incidentally, I also found out that night that the lead singer or guitarist or something of a band I like (they aren’t as good as Moneta or Holyfield, but they have a HUGE following), Amber Pacific, works at the PUYALLUP “Famous Dave’s”.  I found this out from a hostess who said she trained said-person… she noticed my Amber Pacific hoodie. (I had wanted to wear my Moneta hoodie but it was hiding from me). Sounds like I have a trip to Puyallup ahead of me.  I was thinking I could wear the sweater and then pretend I’d never heard of the band…. Hmmmmm…. Could be FUN!

 

What do you think?

Jerry Kansky is the lead singer in an awesome underground band by night, and a Cubicle Commando by day… and though he hasn’t updated his blog in awhile, it still is awesome!!! It always makes me laugh.. (read the story about how he lost his keys in an elevator shaft!) 

Also, for the record, if he wasn’t married and I wasn’t (VERY HAPPILY) Married, I would probably attempt to take him home and do horrible, fun, unreapeatable things to him.  I want to meet his wife, she seems like the most awesomest girl on the planet (except my sister, cuz my sister is 200% awesome).

ANYWAY.. here’s the link

 http://jerrykansky.blogspot.com/

So my blog has an intersting title, yes?  Okay.  THis is because my head is so all over-the-place sometimes that this seems the best way to describe it… and many people may try to make fun of me but I’ll just delete your comment if you are all negative-ninny.  yes yes?  So I can be random, and I have alot of things to talk about… sometimes a great website I like or whatever.

 I will often repost things that other people say as I read them on the Interwebs… the thing sthat entertain me can entertain you! yay!!

 So if you like strange random posts that could wither be very meaningful or completely ridiculous, stick around at the happy blog of DOOM!! 

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